I'm upset now

I'm sulking. For different reasons now. =( Sam died in the Ch U 10pm show...so sad... He doesn't look very nice in suit though. =P And the book I'm dying to read is/are (?) all loaned out in the national library. =( Boo! All 8 books on loan or reserved! It's the third book of the trilogy and I just finished reading the second book last night. It got me so intrigued I'm so upset that I can't get the book now! So frustrating. Been sulking since I checked online during lunch today. Boo! Don't wanna buy the book 'cos I'm a poor little girl...(who's going to be surviving on less than 2k pay for dunno-how-long).. Don't think I'll read my books again so don't see the point in buying. That's what library is for right? The library happens to earn a lot of money from me because I always forget the due dates. =P I want the book!!! I noticed the other 2 books were almost all loaned out too. And the other titles by the author were half gone. How come people are reading the same thing as me? It's not like I'm reading Harry Potter! Speaking of which, that Dolores woman in The Order of the Pheonix totally reminded me of Mrs Yellow. Such a horrible witch. And disgusting giggle! The only reason why Mrs Yellow didn't do the same things is that she is in the real world. Does anybody realise how scared the teachers are of her? Even my sec 4 form teacher who's so fierce (Throw you down from fourth floor!) is scared to death of her. One time our class was at the family lounge practising graduation dance during our civics period and Mrs Yellow passed by and looking very fierce, asked our form teacher what we were doing there. Our form teacher looked like she was going to cry loh. Anyway I think our form teacher was really just a little girl acting tough in front of us. Which is stupid, in my opinion. Oh the day after I watched the Potter movie I saw an article whose headline read: 'Beauty Queen Dolores' helps school win debate. Ha.. I just laughed loh. Neither of them likely to win a beauty contest but act like they did.


I just placed a reservation in nlb. I'm number 2! The earliest due date is 10 Aug. Such a long wait. Maybe should rent it somewhere...



Have other things to blog but I'm tired..after reading the book late into the last few nights and working every day last week. Ok, half days on Sat and Sun 'cos I had tuition so couldn't work the whole day. Actually 3 tuits were cancelled so not that bad lah. And one of the P6 sacked me and I'm very happy. Yay. Cos that one I know cannot make it. Really very weak. And the most irritating thing is that they always cancel or change the tuition just one hour before the lesson. As if I'm very free. I happen to have tuition just before theirs so I won't see the message or missed call till half an hour before their lesson. And the mum just sms me an hour before the last lesson to cancel it for good. So rude. Is it that hard to foresee at least a few hours before that you can't make it for a lesson? It happens every week loh. So irritating. Good riddance.

I want the book!